Hysterectomy

Yep, I'm getting one in June. My pain and scar tissue has come back and it's just as bad and steadily getting worse. I'm already to the point that I can't sleep at night, any kind of movement is painful, even when I don't move I'm still in a lot of pain. I can't lift anything without it getting worse, and it's affecting every aspect of my life as I know it. When I went back into my doctor, I already pretty much knew my options. Either live with the pain that keeps getting worse every week, or get a Hysterectomy. I guess ultimately I'm okay, I already knew that I wasn't going to be able to have anymore kids, I guess it was going to be coming sooner or later. I've talked to a few women already who have had Hysterectomies and they have all said they feel so much better after having it done. I am excited to feel better, really I am, but I'm also sad at how it's just proof that I really am done. I will be alright though, in fact for the most part I feel at peace. Shaun and I are going to be looking into starting the adoption process soon, we feel we need to make sure we are ready financially, all of the medical stuff I've been through so far has cost us a lot more then we ever planned on. So it might be a few years down the road, but it is a possibility. I have my days but for the most part I'm doing good emotionally and I still have Daniel. There are lots of women out there who don't have any children and I have been blessed to at least have him. He is my world and I love him so much. Life is still good and it's still going to be great, I have so many things to look forward to and a lot of opportunities to take. I am happy to be me.